Back to the emotions, if you read many blogs from waiting or prospective parents, emotions run high and are up and down. I have no choice but to hold it together as really what good does it do to get upset? I've been in tears tonight but not actually cried. I figure what happened tonight is just par for the course. We got sad news at school on Tuesday so that has just added to things. Oh my goodness, I hope this Lupron (needed it for the surgery that got cancelled) wears off soon. It really does a number on you. Anybody that has been on it will attest to that. I wish I had greater faith in this whole adoption process.
Thank you for reading this tonight. I promise I will try to be more upbeat next time. Have a good weekend.
P.S. Thanks DT for the LD gift card. I put it towards a video camera that I ran and bought tonight after I got off the phone. Hopefully I can put it to use sooner rather than later. I am now engaging in full on retail therapy!!!!! Please let me know how you stop a VISA from going into meltdown!!!!!!