Wednesday, 6 June 2012
Home in Body But Not In Spirit
Well, I arrived home a week ago tonight and it has been a very difficult week in a number of ways! My heart is still in my country with the children I met. I can't stop thinking about J&L and the opportunity they would have here, about the home and life I could give some of the others. I spoke to the director of my Ontario agency this morning and am trying to work things out. I haven't spoken to my local agency yet, with the week I've had I haven't had the time to contact them. I found the image below on a fellow blogger's blog. She found it on Pinterest. It sort of speaks to the decision I am facing at the moment. I can't wait to talk to some of you and show you the photos and videos. R and A I am especially interested in hearing your thoughts. Thank you T for talking to me yesterday. The vision I had going into this process looks very different than the one I could be facing now, that is why I had to come to make the decision. This isn't necessarily a bad thing, as it is really about the connection the child and I have, and ultimately the relationship we would have.