Wednesday 9 October 2013

I don't know what to think anymore!

I have been plodding along since my last post and made it through 8 rounds of dose-dense AC chemo (May-August) and am know 17/28 radiation treatments down.  I have been focused on the surgery I am having Nov. 25 and on beating this battle with breast cancer.  I just found out some not so good news yesterday and don't know what to think about life anymore.  I mean how many times can you knock a person when they are already down?  My family has been through so much recently that it has to about time our luck changes or at least starts taking a positive turn!   I think of the song "Life's a dance you learn as you go" and goodness gracious me, my life is one heck of a dance, if you can even call it that, right now!

I need to do some work on this blog as two of the waiting families are home with their daughters.  One little girl from the Congo and another little girl from Vietnam.  It is nice to know, read and hear of success stories.  I also have a few blogs to add as at one point I had considered India and am now following a couple of blogs about adoptions from India.  I think about the families still waiting for Honduras and wonder what is happening there.  There doesn't seem to be much news there except for the family that changed paths and adopted from Taiwan.

I will explain why all the countries in another post but somebody asked me why I have these countries.  In short, they are all countries I researched and looked into at some point in my journey. 

4 comments:

  1. I am so sorry to hear about all the struggles. Even though we've never met I feel I know you and I always look forward to your comments on my blog. Thinking of you :(

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    1. Thank you Meg. I feel like I know you also. I love reading about your family and what the boys are up to.

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  2. Ugh! I was hoping to hear good news for you, been thinking of you. I'm so sorry things are not where you hoped they be. I'm still sending hugs and positive vibes your way. Sending strength for your surgery as well.

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